I'm in transgender with a beautiful husband we were best friends for 26 years been married for almost 6 years we've never had sex in all them years in now that I'm taking estrogen the woman in me is making thinking of what it is like to be with the man I want to know what it's like to have sex as a woman it's one of my fantasies but I'm very afraid to have sex plus I hate my bottom half I can't afford my bottom surgery that hurts so bad that it's giving me depression thoughts of suicide but I have taken care of it and I'm still fighting maybe one day I'll lose my virginity and I won't be so scared and I might even enjoy it this is one thing about me you want honesty this is the truth not a lie anymore I become a woman the more I won't be touched and it's getting harder to fight these feelings but before I have sex with anybody I want to get to know them so so I can be more comfortable with so if you wanted one night stand please don't talk to me

Books: My favorite is on the internet and it's it's called transgender fiction Crystal

Movies: Jason Michael Myers Chucky's The tall Man I like anything that is scary

Television: None I don't watch TV

Music: I love a variety music

Games: Xbox one The Sims

Favortie Sports: Football is my favorite and Lee cross

Favorite Teams: Chicago bears

Favorite Athletes: Walton Payton is my favorite

Interests: Learning how to be a good wife and take care of my husband is a woman would that's my interest in life I veils very serious when I said yes I'll marry you

Activities: Swimming hiking working out and looking good for my husband