I am a crossdresser finally coming out more openly until I can start getting my TG progress started! So I am seeking help and advice in how to start. I've known for years that I have felt different about so many things in life I even went on pill form Herbal suppliments that worked to the point my testosterone was in the female for ten years! Sadly it got to expensive and I couldn't afford them anymore... ? I am a fulltime caregiver around for young ladies 35 to 45 I take care of two of them am married to one of the others and a friend to the fourth! So needless to say I am very comfortable letting my girl side play ?. The main thing is that I am very lonely as most people on the outside cannot understand me... I cross dress fulltime (I Hate) male clothing alas I still need alot of work before I can blend in with society so dresses are not an option (yet)!