I am a cross dresser,wanting to come out of the closet,about my wanting to dress up,and go out and meet other cross dressers,or trans gender females. I am 53 years old,in a relationship with my girlfriend,whom knows about my cross dressing,and wanting to become a female. She knows that I am bisexual,& that I have sexual desires with other cross dressers,trans sexuals,or trans gender females. I am hoping that I can find someone that can,and will help me over come my fear of dressing up,and going out in public,as a female.