I am a non-op ts and I love GG's and Sexy TS women. I am not interested in men and consider myself as straight, well I guess I consider myself a lesbian. I have always felt this way, but it is just now that I am able to really accept myself for who I am. I plan to have the sexual reassignment surgery when I find someone who will accept me for who I really am. I am fascinated by girly things. I LOVE WIGS and I have a severe smoking fetish, when I am Laura. I am just looking to know that I am NOT ALONE and that my lifestyle is not something that I have to hide or feel bad about.