I have had an anxiety, stress, regression episode that set me back into being a LITTLE. My aunt is my caretaker and I live as a toddler. Growing up my mother would use being a LITTLE by making me wear diapers and LITTLE clothes. This was done from an early age. She would tell me you will always be a baby. Four years ago I had SRS.

I am 38 years old ( that is not my real age) I have been wishing that i started this way of living an long time ago. I do not consider i am not a male, but finally i have embrace the female side. and i just love it.and i do consider i am Male to Female. I have strong female urges. And I would like to have an transgender girlfriend or Boyfriend. Because i want to move on with the life i have chosen to live. I am tired of living alone. I am j looking for freindship and maybe more? who know what this hold instore for me. Love to all. I would like to have an day time transgender friend and a night time transgender lover.I have come to a point in my life.That i would love to have transgender friends.Transgender M to Female and Felmale to Male,are so special people. Just wish that more people would understand the way i talk and the way i type.

First off, let me say I am not impressed by photos of a man's penis. Just because I am here does not mean I am going to jump in bed with any man. I am not a pleasure unit. I am a human with feelings and a mind. I first realized I was really a girl when I was 3. I started trying on Mommy's things when I was 5 and she caught me in one of her skirts when I was 7. After that, she started treating me like a daughter, even to the point of letting me wear cute girly things anytime I was not in school. Even though I KNEW I was really a girl, I still had to attend school and pretend to be happy as a boy. It was only when i got home and could change clothes, I felt truly right in my appearance. I started my "boy" blockers for my 12th birthday (the same day Mommy bought me my very first bra and had me start to use sanitary pads. I finally got to go totally full time the day after I got out of high school. That was also the day I was started on my HRT. Now, thanks to the HRT, I have a very cute figure and an loving my life so much. When I enrolled in college, it was as a coed and I was even asked to pledge a sorority (Delta Gamma). Thru my sisters, I learned to be a woman that helps the community. I will be a Delta Gama for ever..

Far a Foreback, as I could remember, I was always a woman trapped in a man's body. So to say when I was 7 I got busted where my sister's dresses. I don't know if that works when I was married. When my wife went to work I would mess with her clotheso I was living in a lie. I can't believe it took me so many years to just say screw it and come out. Far B Foreback, as I can remember, I was femini was trapped.I never was happy and my man body.I took me fifty six years to come out and i've never been happie

Why I love being a CD/TV, for many reasons, let's start by stating I am very shy, timid and reserved white male who has been diagnosed with Aspberger's Syndrome, so I miss out with the social skills and graces and social cues on how to communicate with the opposite sex/gender and form relationships with women in particular. So I was and still am a misfit and outsider from the mainstream. So as male it all falls the male to earn a good living and have a nice car and have good looks in order to get attention from the ladies. If you don't have any of those traits, you most likely to be disregarded as not worthy of the ladies attention. Then there is the nerve to get up to ask the ladies out on a date. So then you go to the lady and ask her out and see what the consequences are, if you rejects, that hurts and people have told me not to take it personally but with Aspberger's, it is very hard to not take personally. So I felt like I was never going to understand the opposite sex/gender until I was in their shoes. One day like in my blog, I go into a fight and lost to a bully who had me admit to being a sissy. Only then did I learn what it meant to be a sissy, "effeminated male", so I needed to know what it felt like to be girl/woman by getting into their clothes and their lifestyle. So I started by getting my first pair of panties and trying them on, then it started to do something to do me like made me feel very feminine and then I wanted more of it. So then I started to go out and buy more feminine clothing like bras and pantyhose, especially pantyhose with panties under, totally got me into the scene and the feeling and thinking like the girls. Then I went further into getting skirts and blouses and high heels and makeup. Going full tilt into becoming a girl. It totally consumed me. Having those clothes on and looking into the mirror and seeing Judy made think I understand the other side. So I really enjoyed seeing and feeling my other side of mirror and feeling femi

I'm a mature, career trucker who indulges in the art of feminine transformation .. . I do my dressing on the road and home so you could say LaRynn gets around, lol! My wife knows about LaRynn she is supportive, I have been out in public since my early teens.

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