Crossdresser who's always looking to role play in her pantyhose and heels

Been in the closet for 40 years and now I'm transitioning into the woman I was meant to be

I am a MTF transgender woman. I have always known that i was female and wanted to live as a woman. I have never done anything about it. I am married with 2 kids and would still like to live as a woman. I have decided i want to live as a woman more than anything else. I think i deserve to be happy. I may lose evrything, but i can no longer live as someone i dont want to be. Its time to be me.