I am a crossdresser who is looking for a female between ages 43 to 45 years old and not be told i looked ugly or looked like a freak or fussed at or be angry at me for crossdressing up when I like wearing my womens jewelry and make-up and clothes and fingernail polish I got in my home and do not want to go out in public fear of someone looking weird at me for crossdressing in public and rather do my crossdressing up in jy home.