Been a straight male in my 42 years of life so far but honestly for past few months I started watching tgirl, transgirl, sissy porn and following alot of social media and first time I watched or saw a girl cock and especially porn I was hard instantly and i literally have nonstop since then but ally have nonstop since then. So in the recent few weeks made me start trying things for first time or open to or definitely interested in exploring sexually. I have gotten beginners anal plug set with that and few other first anal toys and small dildo literally maybe 5 inches and 1 inch girth and of course my fingers first time in my ass made me want to buy this stuff lol but I only got the small butt plug so far with desensitized lube for first anal of course. I'm not quite scared of anything just got thinking why just do it for first time without trying to sell it whether it be live on Chaturbate or content or OF. I mean you only get one first wish I had the mindset and technology to record and document all my deflorations, first times.So why not let everyone willing to pay or distribute or with fetishs and sexuality watch and witness it better yet experience and help explore my sexuality with me. Whatever I decide to try or still unsure or positive I won't try or do again will come when I'm ready or comfortable to do at my pace but Ill be sure to keep it entertaining if not just don't subscribe or tip on Chaturbate. I'm not showing my face and I don't know when or if I'll ever be comfortable enough to do that depending on how comfortable everyone can make me. I have thought about girl cock sucking fucking it even ftried picturing a mans body and such with same cock as girl cock and honestly I don't know if I can have male to male physical contact maybe not looking hearing or seeing him physically but male to male I can't get wny arousal yet so I guess it doesn't quite make me gay gay idk lol anyway would I ever be open to trying it I don't see why not might as well be as sexual as possible try as much as your willing especially these days and there's endless possibilities. Now let's get to present day and what this is leading to lol A week ago when i was washing my Friend with benefits overnight bag she leaves here and she's petite and sexy. Well I for first time ever I decided why do I have to always be the male taking the girl cock or them taking cock from a male. What if I was the girl with girl cock or what if I'm comfortable as a full transition. Which convinced me enough to try on her panties first then bra and just kept going getting dressed like it was natural tried on everything in bag 2 bras one strapless, one pair of panties unfortunately panties on jeans one like idk caprees I suppose. 2 booty shorts for like bed or being a ho lol one Daisie dukes one blouse one tube short I made into that skirt instead lol and one badded bra type shirt like sports bra. Lol and whatever I feel is worthy or make me feel the best like I should be wearing I posted and shared so far for everyone so I'd love tips and feedback and eventually make up tips or whatever can make me feel and look more feminine until whatever or whoever I'm meant to transform or be I'm not rushing anything but I work just alot and blue collar so I have my own home bills and all just enough for that so I figured keep my sex life and all separate until I myself is comfortable in my skin enough to love myself. And try sex worker route as second income and help with my personal and sexuality, craving, fetish, freaky, and/or my true given sex or meaning. Here. One last thing since I've been cross dressing roleplaying solo fantasizing my orgasms cumming stamina and meaning in life has been amazing I feel more like I should be a girl each time I get to myself to put the clothes on. On that note help me out I need some stuff i will use my paychecks based on what I can and can't afford now just to get more clothes and such but I have Amazon wishlist I saved for myself eventually. But faster you guys can help me feel comfortable and sexy let me know I'll give you link