Crossdresser since early teens. Many years ago, I was able to ventured out (was on this site also), and was fortunate to meet good hearted people. It was infrequent, but it was exciting and memorable. I keep it all private now for multiple reasons. I am over 50 and circumstances prevent allocating time to this. Family and work take most of the time. It is peaceful to transform into a female when time permits. As a woman, I have the same needs that a sane and sensual woman would. It is doubtful that I will go out again, though one should never say never. I am 5'8 without heels, light brown eyes, brown hair, very trim and naturally smooth. I do enjoy corresponding and chatting when time permits.