I am a PanTrans male finally admitting and aknowledging Jemma, the woman who has been locked inside a tiny closet deep inside of me. This last year has seen major changes and Jemma has been freed from her closet and lately has begun to venture out in public, taking me with her in all her femme glory. I have always secretly crossdressed from time to time, but now Jemma dresses me in beautiful clothes and 'fake' boobs and for now drives around without a care in the world. Each day I think more and more about the possibility of changing my body to truly match my inner woman...Jemma, and finally free her completely. I am in love with Jemma like I never was in love with my old self. Sexually I identify as PanTrans because it best describes where I am today. I love all things sexual about all beings. My friend says "you don't care what kind of genitalia ends up in your face...as long as it ends up in your face!" Though crude and inartful, it does ring true! Jemma turns out to have a bit of a slutty side! Anyway, I am just another being trying to find my way to happiness that fits both my inner and outer self.