First, Guys,, not looking for hookup,, cyber whatever,, this is about my way forward,, not you.

First dressed at 10, never has left me, never. On and off over the following decades, scared away by one reason or another self imposed excuse. Today, I have an understanding supportive relationship that is allowing me to explore. I am taking baby steps, that's my comfort zone, towards an undefined destination. I have only outed myself to my partner and found a peace I can not describe. I know others have found this place,, it is just so calming and fulfilling. I just like you have a million stories, failures, fears, and successes. I find it so important to tell my story, as boring it can be, to help me, listen to others to see where and when my next step shall fall.

the updates below are in reverse order (most recent on the top)

It’s the end of summer 24. Started horribly, March to July was a battle with the body, in and out of the hospital close to a dozen times. Been almost two months since any issues, time to look forward again. Yes, I am in Mississippi, yes I am not in a place I feel comfortable. For peace in my relationship and consideration to family, my progression of dress has slowed or basically stopped. Spiritually I am here and I am growing. Someday the balance will be found, but I am me, it’s just the rest of this planet just needs to learn to bend to my needs

It's been a very long time since i updated here, 18 months, possibly 24+. Doing the herb approach and seeing results. Filling out a good B cup now, even looks good braless under a tee. Been taking lactation herbs, it has been filling me out fairly firm, awesome float effect in a pool. My mind has under gone the most change, i am getting very comfortable with who i am, fears seem to remain only with family. Everything looks, feels, and seems different, everything. Yes, i have had comments in public, as expected, but them really dont mean anything, once did, but f them, here i am. Spouse does still question hair style, "too girlish", my nails are longer, bummer dudette, "you wearing that?!?!?", yuppers. Have a couple health issues to get to the other side, Oh, weight, figure, got so much work

Do the WTF am I doing moments ever go away? Stuck in this world between two worlds, seems this is the place for me. For now

Just a quick update, hair has passed my shoulders, yeahhhhhh. Wife is taking me to her dresser to see what can be done with it. We are making it a full spa day, it will be my first

I have been taking DHT blocker for hair, Oops boobs are growing. Who know

So the wife has taken over my hair style. Keeping it long, shoulder length, highlighted to hide the gray, trying to get the curls and frizz under control. I am just loving the attention, what could a girl ask for?

During a chat with one wonderful soul, I made the statement that I can not see myself ever being 24/7, but yet I am 24/7 as me. Yes my hair is past my shoulders, styled and dyed. Brows shaped and eyes touched up daily. My nails are longer then wife's. My manner of dress and how I present has all changed, that can not be hidden.

Religion: Found it

Political Views: Need to be able to argue both sides to understand where I fall

Favorite Quotes: You’ve got to be very careful if you don’t know where you are going, because you might not get there.

Favortie Sports: Rugby

Favorite Teams: Ireland
Philadelphia Eagles

Favorite Athletes: Derrick Jeter

Interests: What time of the day is it now?

Activities: Sailing (anything)
Bicycling - too old, too broken for anything else