Alright guys and or potentially girls.


This is how it is... i am a 33 year old male, have long had dreams of being a barbie type girl. Yes, i know this is not going to happen just sitting around wondering and wishing... so here it goes.

I am looking simply for a companion for now, that means you understand what it is to be a CD and you respect that. It also means we first get to know one another and are discrete about one another identity. (YES, we will sign a contract that entails we will never reveal one another's identity)


1: You have to be older than me!
2: You have to be honest!
3: You have to be trustworthy!
4: You have to be able to go out with me as a guy, for coffee and other things! (no not on dates but just talking about life, politics, philosophy...)
5: You have to be disease free and able to show that you are! (sorry i do not sleep around with the neighborhood and neither should you)
6: You can be in a relationship with a woman, but only if that woman knows and you are willing to involve her!

Now onto the good bits, i have never had a sexual relationship with a man and am full of potential fantasies one (this still does not mean i will act on them) of which i will share below:

You come home from a busy day of work, and you are aggravated... you walk into the kitchen where i am working on dinner for that evening. You are frustrated with me because i am wearing those darn pants again! You say to me rudely why do you always wear pants. In the back of my mind i am going what the hell is his problem today. You tell me in some format or another how society is becoming so anti-sexist and how woman now always wear pants bla bla bla.... we sit down have dinner and barely speak to one another... when i am doing the dishes you come over and hug me from behind, slowly but certainly having your hand slide down my stomach over my belly button further south and further south.... till you reach the place where my body parts as a single entity and is supported by two entities instead. You tell me how much you miss me, and rub me a bit more, now slowly but certainly moving your hand back and forth... back and forth... you know i am getting hard as you have managed to get your other hand without me noticing to the back of my pants. You slowly but certainly unzip my rear zipper pants, and reach in from behind between my thighs as you kiss my neck. Continuing softly you pull back from my neck and tell me you want me to cum in my panties... as i stand there humiliated... You call me your own xxx, and tell me i should have been a good girl by wearing a skirt & brassier.

I leave for the day out of frustration. The next time we see one another, you see that i have taken the subtle hint and have worn a skirt with stockings and a brassier... now what would you do? (YES YOU READING this... TELL ME... i am curious TOO!!!)

Now guys, girls, fellow cd's/ts, I refrain once again, i am a closet cross-dresser, look like a man, act like a man, but love to act and think like a woman. If you are uncomfortable making a friend like me, plus have no prearranged expectations, and unable to keep things a secret, than i recommend you move on.